HELLO! 

We have not been seeing each other for like 2-3weeks? (Going to be 4weeks till my exam) N the last meetup is not having date tgt but study study study 😔

You n your thinking is tat exam is impt; concentrate more. Nothing more ?

(Does couples out there doing the same w/o seeing each other more than 2-3weeks?)

Why cant you think of an angle?

In order for me to study hard; 

give me a break for one day (half day to be exact) just to meetup w you.

你是我的能量/动力？ Sigh.

Even how busy for my exam; 

Even how I really miss you; 

I will find a way to meet up w you (to make you feel secured n loved even how busy I am) for JUST A DAY n MAKEUP my studies the following day? 

Isn't that what Couples do? 

Always is "you" & "your to do list". 

As usual; you only think for your ownself.

Just because I'm poor at fitness; 

you think I won't make it.

Why cant you think of another angle?

Let me experience something different?

Wanna experience tgt w me although I'm weak?

No?

Is not that I dont trust you. 

Don't you find weird that you go w a girl only? No? 

It's make me uncomfortable. 

Yah I'm a weak gf. 

If everytime continue like this; 

den i will ALWAYS be a stay home girl. 

W no adventure; n have a boring life. Always. 

Just be cos she got experience in climbing mountain etc. 

So I think I'm the one who thinking so much ! 

Always think wanna go here here here or do what what what WITH YOU! 

Added you in my list. Sigh. 

I would rather be a SELFISH girlfriend; rather than a understanding n supportive girlfriend. 

Reality hurts. 

单纯的我！

傻必！

After hearing this news, i feel that nowadays kids are being spoil!

My cousin, Valerie last few days went for a Thailand trip ...

till now haven back to Singapore...

What i heard from my mum a.k.a AUNTIES ~

She said that Valerie pestering her mom to sponsor her go Thailand... alright ! 3rd Aunt (Valerie's mom) give her go but she dunno that valerie go for 9days?!?!!

She go out with her friends n her some sort of "bf"...

she even PESTER her mom to give her S$1,800 for the trip ! wth!
keep on pester n pester n pester !

My cousin said that her fren all take S$1,800 for tat trip..

Hey come on! makes me think that you are sponsor that tomboy as well!

Its just a Thailand trip! need S$1,800 so MUCH?!

You wanna act rich or wat ? you never even have a PROPER JOB!

wan spend money w/o working?! there's no free lunch in the world alright!

In the end 3rd aunt give her S$1,800.00

Give her S$1,800.00 STILL NVM!

When my cousin reached Thailand for around 5-6 days, she called back Singapore & looked for her mum & ask for more money ! wan to ask her to Transfer money to Thailand -.-

once i heard this i was like WTF?!!

S$1,800 not enough use?! what you spend over there?! plastic surgery ?!

You go to Thailand enjoy, while your family worried you?!

Dun you ever know money is SO HARD TO EARN..

Dun take for granted that your mum MUST give you money b cos she your mum...

Dun you ever think of your FUTURE? continue stick with that TOMBOY?

Your mum can give you whatever you want !

But when your mum is not in this world, you are NOTHING!

I’m a very “kind” person in certain way.
Eg, helping ppl to do things, buy things, or even research etc.

Being a kind person = letting ppl to take advantage from you

I dun like this kind of ppl who taking advantage from mi.
The reason I being kind is because I hope they will be kind to me as well.

Which there’s a term say ...

“in order you want people to treat you good, first you must treat people good”
This Phrase is logier! But in real life seem bull shit.

I now currently work in society.
Sometimes I will help my colleagues buy breakfast b4 coming to office.
I dun really wish to help them buy as I buy for them need to wait the Q, need to wake up early.
If I delaying the time, office shuttle bus dun wait for mi ! in the end, I still need to carry a lot of things to office..
Is like “自找”..

As a polite person, once someone helps you bought your food, you should help him/her to carry the things.

But not sitting at your table waiting for him/her to serve you like a princess/prince.

The Most angry in my life helping ppl to buy things is… …
When she asked me to help her buy KFC porridge set at Tiong Barhu MRT.

As usual, I would say alright, “顺便” only!

I carry my baggy which is so heavy + taking her porridge set + Q-ing up for shuttle bus ..

I almost no hand to support!

Additional, my life must contain 1 cup of great coffee per day.

So I intend to buy toast box coffee from Tiong Barhu MRT, however I NO HAND!

& I rmb that she alight the bus at Great World City which is our office there & oso have toast box over there, so I sms-ed her if she would help me buy a cup of coffee as I no hand to buy.

Hoping that her reply is “yes”.
But .. .. her reply make me dulan! is a disappointment!
Saying that she never passby there. Need to walk to other end.

WTF! I help her buy KFC oso need to walk to other end alright!

You tot I so free help her buy?!
Can’t she ever imagine that how tired m I when I early morning need to wake up early buy for her, Q for her, & need to rush for my shuttle bus.

In the end, she sms-ed said that she waited for me at office downstair to help me thing her things so I can go great world city toast box n buy my coffee (-.-)

Can you ever see this kind of person before?

Sigh! I keep quiet to myself. & complain to my darling & other colleagues.
I guess all I can do is only complain!
Every time she asked me to help her buy things, I won’t say no.
I dunno y I won’t say no. Maybe is becos we are colleagues, I dun wish every time lunch break etc, all in black face facing each other.

Till now, I seldom talk to her as this incident keep on round my head. Making me fucking dulan!