Recently or should I say for the past 3 weeks I have been running and started to eat healthy food (steam chicken/ broccoli/ crab stick/ hot dog/ corns) & I never even touched oily/fried/fast food.. 

Everytime he say to me "fatty/double chin/ face so round" for the last few yrs I dun mind cos I know that I didn't diet or exercise but now even how hard I do; still the same n make me more pressure and feel like giving up my "mission".. 

I dun mind ppl can say me fat or etc .. But he my bf what ever he say it will affect my mood easily. 

(Although sometimes I go run; he encourage me; make mi more engergtic)

Like every morning I look at the mirror I feel that I'm slim a bit n my stomach no so bloated; make mi think positive n moviate me to run more! But once his words hurts mi; I'm "negative". My mood&days will easily spoiled.

I'm a easily "affected" person. 

I said to him about all those things n telling him that he making me stress n feel pressure. 

He asked me why I will feel stress. Is it I can't meet the target or can't slim down. Sigh! & say he won't say negative thing anymore but he said give him a deadline  & how many kgs

I was totally shocked that he said that to me instead that he feel sorry by pressuring me -.- 

And I said one month from now to 50kgs (current I'm 52kgs) 

He said he give me 2mths and you can loss 4kgs.. I was like "wtf?!?!?"

I said one mth n see how the things go on. Is not that I did not want to loss weight also ?!?! 

After everything that I said to him; he went quiet & make me think that he can't accept how I feel.

He even said that he disappointed in me. 

I’m a very “kind” person in certain way.
Eg, helping ppl to do things, buy things, or even research etc.

Being a kind person = letting ppl to take advantage from you

I dun like this kind of ppl who taking advantage from mi.
The reason I being kind is because I hope they will be kind to me as well.

Which there’s a term say ...

“in order you want people to treat you good, first you must treat people good”
This Phrase is logier! But in real life seem bull shit.

I now currently work in society.
Sometimes I will help my colleagues buy breakfast b4 coming to office.
I dun really wish to help them buy as I buy for them need to wait the Q, need to wake up early.
If I delaying the time, office shuttle bus dun wait for mi ! in the end, I still need to carry a lot of things to office..
Is like “自找”..

As a polite person, once someone helps you bought your food, you should help him/her to carry the things.

But not sitting at your table waiting for him/her to serve you like a princess/prince.

The Most angry in my life helping ppl to buy things is… …
When she asked me to help her buy KFC porridge set at Tiong Barhu MRT.

As usual, I would say alright, “顺便” only!

I carry my baggy which is so heavy + taking her porridge set + Q-ing up for shuttle bus ..

I almost no hand to support!

Additional, my life must contain 1 cup of great coffee per day.

So I intend to buy toast box coffee from Tiong Barhu MRT, however I NO HAND!

& I rmb that she alight the bus at Great World City which is our office there & oso have toast box over there, so I sms-ed her if she would help me buy a cup of coffee as I no hand to buy.

Hoping that her reply is “yes”.
But .. .. her reply make me dulan! is a disappointment!
Saying that she never passby there. Need to walk to other end.

WTF! I help her buy KFC oso need to walk to other end alright!

You tot I so free help her buy?!
Can’t she ever imagine that how tired m I when I early morning need to wake up early buy for her, Q for her, & need to rush for my shuttle bus.

In the end, she sms-ed said that she waited for me at office downstair to help me thing her things so I can go great world city toast box n buy my coffee (-.-)

Can you ever see this kind of person before?

Sigh! I keep quiet to myself. & complain to my darling & other colleagues.
I guess all I can do is only complain!
Every time she asked me to help her buy things, I won’t say no.
I dunno y I won’t say no. Maybe is becos we are colleagues, I dun wish every time lunch break etc, all in black face facing each other.

Till now, I seldom talk to her as this incident keep on round my head. Making me fucking dulan!