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Thursday, March 27, 2014. Y
My Beloved♥





I really want you to depend on me can ? 
Sigh ! 
Sometimes your words make mi angry & misunderstanding it. 
All too late.

It's really hurts! 

Guess conclusion is that: 
Please depend me on others things other than studies. :(


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Wednesday, March 26, 2014. Y
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My bf recently asked me regarding his assignment that regards to accounts which I'm good at it. 

He asked me if I can do "Balance Sheet" & "Statement of Cash Flow". 
I said I think I can.

So he emailed me all the related documents n lecture notes to refer to.
I'm referred to it, seem something missing n I asked him for more info.

He said all he can provide is all these. So I do myself w my format (frequently I'm doing) n even google search to double confirm about it since this morning 9am I stepped into the office. 

I do like 3hrs?! With estimated figure as he didn't give me some figures. 
When I sent to him I was quite happy that I "finally" can help him share his burden (assignment) after so long.

In the evening he told me he can't understand n wan me to explain everything. 
Of cos I dun mind explaining but instead of calling; want mi to type on watapp ? 
Sigh ! 

& after few minutes he fwd me his friend "profit & loss" figure. When I saw it; my mind go "LL" cos my figure sure wrong.
Sigh! Still say no figures given.

Den he said nvm he will do himself. 
After he said that of cos I'm feel sad that I can't help him & angry that he dun really know my 苦心 (appreciate) that I'm trying to google search a lot of things. He can have patient w his Frens but why not me? Kinda bias ?! Sigh!

I'm trying to do my best so can make myself outstanding; to make him think differently of me. 
Although watapp have no emotion when typing; 
but the moment he type "So next time my club cannot let u do accounts liao lor; still thought I can let you handle next time"
I was like "speechless". Meaning my accounting knowledge can't made it? 
Cos I didn't study so high? N disappoint you?!
Although he didn't say that to me directly but he makes mi feel that my accounts is suck.
Sigh! 

But is my fault? You also nev give me full info about it. Sigh! Alright! My accounting knowledge is bad! 

Makes me have no confidence in accounting aft he said that.
Or maybe I should stop doing as an accountant n start finding others that I'm good at? 

Seriously why must he say that ? Sigh! 
I know he have no intention but sometimes he really dunno what he said has hurt me. 




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Saturday, March 22, 2014. Y
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Sigh mi n my bf had an argument abt my "fats"...

Recently or should I say for the past 3 weeks I have been running and started to eat healthy food (steam chicken/ broccoli/ crab stick/ hot dog/ corns) & I never even touched oily/fried/fast food.. 

Everytime he say to me "fatty/double chin/ face so round" for the last few yrs I dun mind cos I know that I didn't diet or exercise but now even how hard I do; still the same n make me more pressure and feel like giving up my "mission".. 

I dun mind ppl can say me fat or etc .. But he my bf what ever he say it will affect my mood easily. 
(Although sometimes I go run; he encourage me; make mi more engergtic)

Like every morning I look at the mirror I feel that I'm slim a bit n my stomach no so bloated; make mi think positive n moviate me to run more! But once his words hurts mi; I'm "negative". My mood&days will easily spoiled.

I'm a easily "affected" person. 

I said to him about all those things n telling him that he making me stress n feel pressure. 

He asked me why I will feel stress. Is it I can't meet the target or can't slim down. Sigh! & say he won't say negative thing anymore but he said give him a deadline  & how many kgs

I was totally shocked that he said that to me instead that he feel sorry by pressuring me -.- 
And I said one month from now to 50kgs (current I'm 52kgs) 
He said he give me 2mths and you can loss 4kgs.. I was like "wtf?!?!?"

I said one mth n see how the things go on. Is not that I did not want to loss weight also ?!?! 

After everything that I said to him; he went quiet & make me think that he can't accept how I feel.
He even said that he disappointed in me. 

That's the problem! Everytime I said these kind of things to him; he lidat! 
That's why if possible I just keep to myself. N just keep quiet :(

I have a very low selfs steem. Surrounded by my girl-friends I will envy them cos thy are lucky enough; whatever thy eat thy just won't eat fat. I'm just the unlucky one. 

I agreed that he a smart/clever guy unlike me a stupid w not high educated. Whatever he said he correct but m I wrong ? "again" ?! Sigh ! 

I just saying that cos I want him to understand my position. It's seem difficult and it's won't happen.

Can anyone tell me what wrong did I made ?! 

& I donno why I'm so pressure n stress abt it also .. Sigh !! 

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