HAPPY MOMENTS♥

Wednesday, March 30, 2011. Y

My Beloved♥

After hearing this news, i feel that nowadays kids are being spoil!

My cousin, Valerie last few days went for a Thailand trip ...

till now haven back to Singapore...

What i heard from my mum a.k.a AUNTIES ~

She said that Valerie pestering her mom to sponsor her go Thailand... alright ! 3rd Aunt (Valerie's mom) give her go but she dunno that valerie go for 9days?!?!!

She go out with her friends n her some sort of "bf"...

she even PESTER her mom to give her S$1,800 for the trip ! wth!
keep on pester n pester n pester !

My cousin said that her fren all take S$1,800 for tat trip..

Hey come on! makes me think that you are sponsor that tomboy as well!

Its just a Thailand trip! need S$1,800 so MUCH?!

You wanna act rich or wat ? you never even have a PROPER JOB!

wan spend money w/o working?! there's no free lunch in the world alright!

In the end 3rd aunt give her S$1,800.00

I find that she STUPID, but i know that she care for her child

Give her S$1,800.00 STILL NVM!

When my cousin reached Thailand for around 5-6 days, she called back Singapore & looked for her mum & ask for more money ! wan to ask her to Transfer money to Thailand -.-

once i heard this i was like WTF?!!

S$1,800 not enough use?! what you spend over there?! plastic surgery ?!

You go to Thailand enjoy, while your family worried you?!

Dun you ever know money is SO HARD TO EARN..

Dun take for granted that your mum MUST give you money b cos she your mum...

Dun you ever think of your FUTURE? continue stick with that TOMBOY?

Your mum can give you whatever you want !

But when your mum is not in this world, you are NOTHING!

(i'm not cursing her mum)

PLEASE STOP BEING A CHILDREN! !!!

GROW UP! !!!

Labels: Reality

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Tuesday, March 29, 2011. Y

My Beloved♥

我是气到!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

死八婆，別以为我小只就容易欺负!! knnkpkbfu!

posted that on my fb!

死八婆 is my company.

she totally a bitch!

dun see that she has a good looking face , actually her attitude suck to the MAX!

firstly today wat happened was... ...

one of my colleague forward an email asking when can i make payment to the vendor (Insurance)when the vendor is in the look in the email..

To be GuaiLan, of course ppl ask you when is the date for payment right? meaning that i can CHOOSE the date of payment...

SO i replied very politely to the vendor that we will make payment on 2nd week of April 2011..

& the Vendor replied; saying that hope we can pay earlier as the Insurance company will freeze their account if we didnt pay money..

When i saw this email i was like ! JOKE!

Seriously speaking i just OWE S$727.02 for 4 INVOICES! ADDITIONAL, 4 INVOICES dates stated in March 2011... Haven even overdue for 1 month?!

JUST a S$727.02 amount & the insurance company can freeze your account..

come on ! please dun LAME !

Maybe at your position is different, but just becos our company never pay you, Insurance company will freeze your company account?!

you think that WE are worth to freeze your account?!

of cos you will pay first right -.- please dun give LAME excuses !

AS an accounts assist of mi, i haven even reply to the vendor email, & that BITCH went to reply it..

Do you know what SHE say when we are working in SAME company ?!

EMAIL** QUOTE**

Dear Bernice,

Why we have to wait to make arrangement of payment on the 2nd week of April? Now I've enquiry for insurance & they are reluctant to reply my enquiry. Now I get to know why they are reluctant to reply my enquiry it due to outstanding payment again.

Joseph

Would appreciate you could look into this matter urgently. EMAIL**UNQUOTE**

The vendor is in the loop when she sent out the email..

this will make vendor think that our company is a messy attitude !

So please dun ever be like her !

Labels: Angry like shit

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12:20 AM

Wednesday, March 23, 2011. Y

My Beloved♥

Going out with colleagues or friends having yummy rule!

To me there’s a mini rule in it.

What is it?

Example we are having a buffet on the Wednesday night.
& there’s this person; named as “A”..

"A" character is a very 省钱王; she/he love to eat & sure will find a reasonable price buffet
Whatever he/she say; all about saving money. I not say its good; but too OVER!

We reached the destination of the buffet.
& He/she walked very fast into the restaurant (I guess he/she wanna eat asap)
He/she can just put the bag on the table & walk towards to buffet table w/o waiting for us
(it’s shld be a polite way all ppl reach the table & get food together)

& this “B” person had already finished he/her yummy as he/she dun eat a lot.
“B” just sees them eat & cooked for them as “B” nothing to do.

“A” eat a lot & very fast.
After she had eaten FULL & the time is about 9pm ?
While others slowly bbq & enjoying their yummy
& “A” told “B” that if want to go early we can go early (As tomorrow got work)

“B” was like (-.-)

Rule applies here!
When you go out with your friends or colleagues; always wait for them & go at the same time.

Additional added; “A” said this;
We can walk here to XXX MRT station
Making “B” expression was like mouth open big big (@.@””) wtf.

Between the restaurant to MRT station it was like 3 to 4 bus stops away?

do "A" really think of what he/her collegaues/friends feeling as well?
Is there really a need to save until lidat then making yourself tired -.-

Gosh man!

Labels: Reality

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10:34 AM

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My Beloved♥

In order to forget the past relationship; you need to start a new relationship..

i was told by my Colleague saying this phrase to me

But to my silly-ness; i rather not to forget ...

You can say that i'm silly which i already admit in the first place..

this current relationship which i currently a.k.a 有名没份~

有名 is becos i'm still ur gf as a title to others

没份 is becos i'm seem like single living in my own life

my dad even said; you never throw your old stuff; you cant get any new stuff ...

But I rather keep my old stuff as its really is a nice & unforgettable memories..

I dun ask much but these old stuff ~ (i know that i'm stupid)

Rmb how we met each other; how i dislike you to the max;

how u never give up on mi; how our love story starts till now~

Its just full of memories ~ that i dun wish to delete from my memory

Maybe you could say to me that "Bernice; come on! you can get a better one man!"

i might say to you " No thanks! these is all i need & its enough=) "

Sigh! Maybe our love story will soon become a history ..

有一点不甘心可是总有一天还是要放手

Labels: Heart Broken~, Reality

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12:04 AM

Tuesday, March 22, 2011. Y

My Beloved♥

saw ur fb post..

congrats on ur gradation..

i guess this time i cant attend your gradation event..

Labels: Heart Broken~

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8:13 PM

Thursday, March 17, 2011. Y

My Beloved♥

Reached home after work.

As usual; first thing when i reach home.. login to fb to see wat you doing today..
As you today nev online..

To my shock; you written "good bye Singapore" in ur post
what does that means? U out of town?
do you really know that how much i miss you & yet you out of town.. hais!

Really wish to know what/ where are you doing ..
Maybe for now; i'm just a normal gal to you.. but i really cant get you out of my mind!

To reduce my thinking & day dreaming.. i went for a run just now...
BUT i somehow regretted when i went for a run..

During my run; my mind suddenly flash out the days that we jogged together at bedok reservoir park... i was like.. WTH m i doing! run also can think of you! Sigh!

Beside running; even in my life; even such a mini mini thing..
i also think of you.. m i foolish!
eg;
KFC advertisement (the days we ate together);
LJS (Our favourites food)
MRT Train (we travel together)
Health way Clinic (you will acc mi go see doc)
pass by a guy shop (Feel like buying shirt for you)

past few days i sick & having a gastric flu.. & i asked doctor to give mi a medicine that cause drowsiness so that i midnight wont keep on wake up when ever i dream of you...

But due to my disappointment....
drowsy medicine makes mi cant sleep! F***
feel that medicine is no use..
or just ask someone else to knock my head & i can sleep well?!
When can i stop dreaming of you? sigh!

maybe to you; u wont really think of mi..

To mi; you are damn good enough..
To you; i'm actually not a special gal that you wan..

Mayb to you; u dun even think of mi.. or even miss mi..
currently to you now; you will think of m i the right gal for u...

Labels: **Missing U **, Heart Broken~

i ♥ TAN ZHEN YOU!
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Tuesday, March 15, 2011. Y

My Beloved♥

Love is so funny & weird to mi..

You can love someone for 2years +
But when there's no feelings; the love can reduce to "0" with immediately effect..

N you even can feel that the other party dun love you like last time..
Or even the feeling is totally different compare to last time..

Labels: Reality

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8:53 PM

Saturday, March 12, 2011. Y

My Beloved♥

Its been so long since i update my last post @ blogger..

I update this time is because i can predict that mi & his relationship will ended soon...

Now currently i prepare myself to accept this reality !
Although i wanna escape from this truth; but i cant escape for life..

hmm.. let me said abt our quarrelled that ended this outcome..

He after this last examination in Poly; he busy with his fren party; gathering; outing.. & shu hu mi..
As for my temper, as usual, i angry & jealous, additional i not feeling well...
So blah blah blah we quarrelled on 1st March 2011..
& we have no contacts till 3rd March 2011.. which is our 31st month anniversary...

on that particular day; 3rd March 2011; 5.20pm.. i waiting for his sms & call.. but all failed.
5.15pm my phone rang; i was happy & i tot is you.. but wrong..
5.20pm my phone sms; i was happy & i tot is you.. but wrong...

i told myself that stop thinking so much.. it wont happen.. but my mind cant stop..
5.24pm my office door rang; i was happy & i tot was you.. but i wrong..

w/o fail of my hope;
hoping you right at my office tower waiting for mi to off work.. but i wrong again..
i told myself "Bernice Lim, stop thinking highly abt urself.. you are not worth!"

on 5th March; we planned to meet up & talk.. but eventually you said you wann cool down for 1 month... & blah blah blah. i agreed.. sigh!

You asked me to be happy...
do you know that i'm really unhappy when i trying to make myself happy?
i'm really tired to make myself busy & happy...

you making me miserable ~
miserable until i sick.. gastric.. headache... & no mood of eating..
& thanks to you i loss weight.. from 52 kg to 48 kgs... loss of 4kgs.. great effort i made!

before that; 2nd march i dreamed of you !
sigh! dream of you that you with a gal having body contacts & you eventually told me..

3rd march 2011; i dreamed of you!
dreaming of you & me going to drinking tiger beer together at pub

4th March 2011; i dreamed of you!
dreaming of you calling mi y i never sms you when i leaving to work & i told you that i'm late

5th March 2011; i never dreamed of you!
is a happy thing to me as at least i wont keep thinking of you

6th March 2011; i dreamed of you!
dreaming of you & mi patching up together..
(my colleague said that watever you dream; is opposite in real life)
That's make me shag the rest of these day ... counted today as well..

i saw ur fb past few days since we quarrelled.. you seem happier w/o me added in your life..
& to my conclusion; you single might be a happy thing for you !
To my mind & heart; i now preparing the worst ! just to protect myself from being hurt...
Although i dun wish to accept.. but i cant :(

My another colleague even told me that if there's someone ask for a 1 month cool down;
meaning there's high chance of breaking up...
after i heard that; i was totally shag ! & i dunno what can i do !

& she even ask me to think; are you the right person that i wan? are you really the one that i love? or just a daily life needed?

Good question she asked.. but i thought that to myself... my conclusion is ... ...
you are the one that i love the most..
but my thought of you... your conclusion might be .. i'm your daily life needed..

She even asked me ... although you not a romantic guy; but most of all "care" is needed..
i suddenly realised.. yup.. its true... not all guys are perfect.. so m i..

ytd i went to look on my previous post that we had sweet moments..
Its really kinda of silly couples we been together for the past 2 years...

i smsed you on 12th March 2011 if you could meet up & talk..
But you no reply.. its hurts me badly... really badly... you're my bf...
do you really wanna make this nasty thing to me ?

Sigh! anyway i had decided...
if we break up or you have no reply to me; i will leave singapore & go to shanghai.. treated as 赏赏心~ when i back to singapore the moment; i will forget you & lead to a new pathway & life..

if we have the chance to get back together (which i think is little chance)..i will not going to shanghai trip..

but since you never reply to my sms...
i guess it will be a slient breakup...

Labels: Quarrel~, Regretted in life

i ♥ TAN ZHEN YOU!
10:25 PM