Recently or should I say for the past 3 weeks I have been running and started to eat healthy food (steam chicken/ broccoli/ crab stick/ hot dog/ corns) & I never even touched oily/fried/fast food..
Everytime he say to me "fatty/double chin/ face so round" for the last few yrs I dun mind cos I know that I didn't diet or exercise but now even how hard I do; still the same n make me more pressure and feel like giving up my "mission"..
I dun mind ppl can say me fat or etc .. But he my bf what ever he say it will affect my mood easily.
(Although sometimes I go run; he encourage me; make mi more engergtic)
Like every morning I look at the mirror I feel that I'm slim a bit n my stomach no so bloated; make mi think positive n moviate me to run more! But once his words hurts mi; I'm "negative". My mood&days will easily spoiled.
I'm a easily "affected" person.
I said to him about all those things n telling him that he making me stress n feel pressure.
He asked me why I will feel stress. Is it I can't meet the target or can't slim down. Sigh! & say he won't say negative thing anymore but he said give him a deadline & how many kgs
I was totally shocked that he said that to me instead that he feel sorry by pressuring me -.-
And I said one month from now to 50kgs (current I'm 52kgs)
He said he give me 2mths and you can loss 4kgs.. I was like "wtf?!?!?"
I said one mth n see how the things go on. Is not that I did not want to loss weight also ?!?!
After everything that I said to him; he went quiet & make me think that he can't accept how I feel.
He even said that he disappointed in me.
