It's you. 

1. We have not been seeing each other for weeks; yet not asking me just a date/ meal? Not just some concern text? (Did I asked for too much?) All you can say is "concentrate on your exam" blah blah blah! ... Call you and ask you why nev msg me the whole day but msg in group chat. You said you wan me to concentrate n study so dun wan to disturb me. To me is like wtf? Go out do some errand also nev tell me. All you say you got a lot of things to do n tired. Fuck? I'm your gf; I nev ask you keep on msg me or wat; just fork out some seconds/minutes to call/text me what u do/go today also tired? All you concern only yourself tired ? 

Think you used to it le right. Cos I'm always soft to you. I need some attention you know ? 

I lost your attention during your exam; I can understand; but u already finished? Sigh can you be the one who can be understanding BF ? And ask yourself "why I being like this?"

2. And also regarding your solo trip w that lady. If MINDEF never reject your leave; will you really go w her? You keep on say you and her nothing happen but it's hurts me a lot ? Is not that I don't trust you. Is you never concern about my feeling. Only you and yourself. 

3. Cos you not ready. 你让我动摇。

Been tgt so many years yet you not ready? Even we tgt in the next few years also not ready?