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My Bumper Bee Forever♥
Saturday, March 12, 2011. Y
My Beloved♥

Its been so long since i update my last post @ blogger..

I update this time is because i can predict that mi & his relationship will ended soon...

Now currently i prepare myself to accept this reality !
Although i wanna escape from this truth; but i cant escape for life..

hmm.. let me said abt our quarrelled that ended this outcome..

He after this last examination in Poly; he busy with his fren party; gathering; outing.. & shu hu mi..
As for my temper, as usual, i angry & jealous, additional i not feeling well...
So blah blah blah we quarrelled on 1st March 2011..
& we have no contacts till 3rd March 2011.. which is our 31st month anniversary...

on that particular day; 3rd March 2011; 5.20pm.. i waiting for his sms & call.. but all failed.
5.15pm my phone rang; i was happy & i tot is you.. but wrong..
5.20pm my phone sms; i was happy & i tot is you.. but wrong...

i told myself that stop thinking so much.. it wont happen.. but my mind cant stop..
5.24pm my office door rang; i was happy & i tot was you.. but i wrong..

w/o fail of my hope;
hoping you right at my office tower waiting for mi to off work.. but i wrong again..
i told myself "Bernice Lim, stop thinking highly abt urself.. you are not worth!"

on 5th March; we planned to meet up & talk.. but eventually you said you wann cool down for 1 month... & blah blah blah. i agreed.. sigh!

You asked me to be happy...
do you know that i'm really unhappy when i trying to make myself happy?
i'm really tired to make myself busy & happy...

you making me miserable ~
miserable until i sick.. gastric.. headache... & no mood of eating..
& thanks to you i loss weight.. from 52 kg to 48 kgs... loss of 4kgs.. great effort i made!

before that; 2nd march i dreamed of you !
sigh! dream of you that you with a gal having body contacts & you eventually told me..

3rd march 2011; i dreamed of you!
dreaming of you & me going to drinking tiger beer together at pub

4th March 2011; i dreamed of you!
dreaming of you calling mi y i never sms you when i leaving to work & i told you that i'm late

5th March 2011; i never dreamed of you!
is a happy thing to me as at least i wont keep thinking of you

6th March 2011; i dreamed of you!
dreaming of you & mi patching up together..
(my colleague said that watever you dream; is opposite in real life)
That's make me shag the rest of these day ... counted today as well..

i saw ur fb past few days since we quarrelled.. you seem happier w/o me added in your life..
& to my conclusion; you single might be a happy thing for you !
To my mind & heart; i now preparing the worst ! just to protect myself from being hurt...
Although i dun wish to accept.. but i cant :(

My another colleague even told me that if there's someone ask for a 1 month cool down;
meaning there's high chance of breaking up...
after i heard that; i was totally shag ! & i dunno what can i do !

& she even ask me to think; are you the right person that i wan? are you really the one that i love? or just a daily life needed?

Good question she asked.. but i thought that to myself... my conclusion is ... ...
you are the one that i love the most..
but my thought of you... your conclusion might be .. i'm your daily life needed..

She even asked me ... although you not a romantic guy; but most of all "care" is needed..
i suddenly realised.. yup.. its true... not all guys are perfect.. so m i..

ytd i went to look on my previous post that we had sweet moments..
Its really kinda of silly couples we been together for the past 2 years...

i smsed you on 12th March 2011 if you could meet up & talk..
But you no reply.. its hurts me badly... really badly... you're my bf...
do you really wanna make this nasty thing to me ?

Sigh! anyway i had decided...
if we break up or you have no reply to me; i will leave singapore & go to shanghai.. treated as 赏赏心~ when i back to singapore the moment; i will forget you & lead to a new pathway & life..

if we have the chance to get back together (which i think is little chance)..i will not going to shanghai trip..

but since you never reply to my sms...
i guess it will be a slient breakup...

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1. Go Taiwan Together!
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3. Spend each day together!
4. Go ikea & giant WENT IT! 19/12/09
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♥ ipad2 64GB
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♥ Many Many Dresses
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♥ Gal fren date mi out
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♥ No Pimples

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♥ i want to let ZY scare of mi
♥ Stick with ah you forever
♥ Treat darling good & nice
♥ 25yr old must married off

♥ Mix more gal frenss
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♥ 45kg/ 158cm
♥ TRY to jog every morning/ night
Pass license b4 June'10 PASS 21/06/10
♥ Pass my CAT
♥ Personal room for Mi & myself

♥ Earn more $$$
♥ Salary must earn at least $1.8K
♥ Responsible/ Serious with my work
♥ Don’t be lazy -.-
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