ask him to go my blog and see how i feel but all he say is dun wan..
dun wan means dun wan.. and i know he wont come n see.. as he is stubborn..
ytd night i say if he insist wan chris name i would break up with him..
you dun expect me that i dun like the thin & u insist wan me to accept it.. there's no gain for me..
a lot of times i forgive & forget cos i got a bad habit "lazy talk so much, know it myself its simple"... does not mean that you have nothing to say abt.. is becos i too lazy to speak up for myself..
eg. you say something like u will do that thing.. but after a few minutes you say you didn't .. so i dun want to argue with you anymore. .. cos seem to waste my breadth talking to you.. even how much i say you will still say you didnt say that sentence before.. and your attitude talking to me very fierce.. you everytime use your fierce look & manner talk to me which i dun really like..
and oso when outside you keep pointing your finger at my head & sometimes push me aside in public.. which i really dun like... i know u playing with me but its not nice doing this in public letting ppl see.. and when did i treat you that before??... i dun think any of these times... cos i know its ugly in public..
& i admit that most of the time i dunno y i will make you angry.. but your angry face is making the surrounding know that i making you angry.. i was wonder can we really make it in a very low profile??.. can??...
Sometimes i feel that nowadays games is so & how impt den me.. you can rather tell me that "later i den call you"... i got lots of thing wan to talk to you since monday but all you talk to me is this.. its make me bored at home.. some sort of a routine wake up - go work - off work - go home - watch tv - sleep..
i really dun understand how good is the games is... sigh!
what can i really say abt it but just keep quiet to one side telling to me & myself... ...
you would think that i didnt do anything for you much.. but i can say that i did do a lot... maybe you think 理所当然...
sigh! i dun wan to say much... say to much oso no use anymore..
i guess this year my birthday 99.9% is i celebrate for myself... sigh!
